Hello everyone!

Kind of hate it everytime I drop by here I'll start with "It's been a long time". But, what can I say, time did move so fast. It's been almost two years since my last post. It would be a lie if I said I didn't think about this blog from time to time. Anyway, big news! I recently quit & start a new job. Things has been a roller coaster since my last job. I don't talk about it that much with my friends outside of my workplace but what I can say it's the most depressing season of my life.

I've been happy!

These are my babies! When I said 'babies', I meant it.

My favourite!

They're ZB1 and my bias is Ricky! I love them & stanning them has been so fun! I actually went to their concert in Singapore which I could easily said, the highlight of my year. Such a big girl decision going to another country alone for a concert. The thing about them is they're temporary so that decision was made with the thought that I might not have another chance to see them anymore. I experienced a lot my first-time with them. Collecting photocards, going to cup sleeve events, bunch of concerts? I've done everything with them.

Aside from that, nothing much changed. I love to thrift a lot but even last time, I thrifted a lot. When I'm free I'll show compilation of my unthinkable outfits. Honestly, now that I think back, my past self wouldn't wear all these types of outfits that I'm wearing now. "Shame on you girl!" is something that would came out of her mouth. Sorry, she's a bit performative & hypocrite.

I'll drop by when I'm free again next time. It's hard to be active when you've so many things in your hand. Anyway, please take care of yourself, be happy, and be healthy!

Thank you!

Love,

Hello, everyone!

It's been a long time since my last post. More than a year? If this blog was my legal child, you could be seeing me handcuffed. I hope everyone's doing fine, a lot of things have changed and to be fair I think I'm brave enough to say I'm no longer the same person as I was since a year and half ago.

Has been happily gaining weight

But the most important part is, the transition from being a student to surviving your adulthood was crazy. Like it's a damn roller coaster. Having commitment, living in a house full of strangers. In general, having a job itself had been very rough for me. I find it very hard to keep up with the pace. I used to take my time to do things during my student days and the deadlines are like 3 to 4 months away. But with job, you've more than five deadlines to meet by next week. I was actually so shocked. So, instead of telling myself to constantly "try", I told myself that I need to stop "trying" instead I need to "do". Actually, that was something my boss said to me and I agree to it. So, I keep carrying this principle around.

Aside from the job "thingy", my life has been great? I used to be so scared to ride public transport but girl look at me now. I like riding public transport and go just about anywhere. I think the most fun part was riding the Putrajaya line to Balai Seni Negara for the Hallyu Wave Exhibition like I enjoy that day a lot! So every month since that, I planned on going somewhere for at least once a month.

I actually have so many stories to talk about but this has to cut short because tomorrow is no longer early class but working day. Anyway, please take care of yourself, be happy, and be healthy!

Thank you!

Love,

Hello, everyone!

How are you guys doing? I hope everyone's doing great. For the first time and ever, my condition isn't that good. This morning, I was tested positive for COVID-19. The fever was severe since yesterday but by afternoon, it's already gone. Now, what's left are a sore throat, a slight cough, and a little bit of headache. I would've said I'm quite fine right now. 

Sky pictures in my workplace. I want to post pictures of my two colleagues but I'm afraid I don't have their consense.

Anyway, a lot of things happened in the past weeks. Firstly, I started my internship! Actually, it was quite an exciting experience because it's been a long time since I work. I discover many things through this. I've always thought it's hard for me to start getting things done and interact with people but I decided to give myself a push. It's not a long time for me to get along with other interns as well as, the staff there. Moreover, the people in the company are also generally nice and easy to talk to so, I didn't feel like I was under pressure. Now, entering the fourth week, I might be in my first WFH.

Apart from that, recently my semester five's result also came out. Honestly, I thought I did my last semester so bad that I thought my GPA would drop to under 3.0. I was afraid, honestly because my procrastination was thriving during that time. I spent too much time playing games and building characters instead of studying. But, Sabrina being Sabrina. I'm always excited to see some sort of "miracle" and indeed, I was gifted the "miracle". I never thought that I would get that kind of result and the only things that came out of my mouth during that time is alhamdulillah. 

Overall, that's the highlight for the past weeks. I really enjoy my life these days that I almost feel bad for abandoning my blog. Anyway, I hope everyone has been taking care of themselves well and I'll try to come back with a better post. 

Thank you!

Love,

 Hello everyone!

How's everyone doing? I'm doing okay. Nothing much had been happening these past months I've been MIA except for the fact I'm starting my internship in two days. I'm lowkey nervous because it's been a long time since I work. You see, I'm not a very strong-minded person. If someone yelled at me, I would've cried on the spot. I don't really mind in working in a fast-paced environment, I just don't like getting yelled at. Also, I think I lack common sense in some parts but at the same time, I feel like there's nothing wrong is asking questions if you find things questionable, right?

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Hello, everyone!

How y'all doing? I'm doing alright, nothing fancy. Just like the title, yes, I'm here after too much caffeine. Can you guess how much is "too"much for me? More than one tea spoon is already too much for me. For one tea spoon, I can feel the energy boost and ended up with insomnia if I ended up not using them. Therefore, here I'm. I don't know what to used it for since, I'm actually kind of sleepy for anything practical.

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Recently, my result for last semester came out. For some reasons, I feel so hopeful about my result. I was thinking that I could made it to the dean list once again because I kind of worked so hard last semester. It's actually kinda funny. Since I'm so full of hope, I waited for a few hours, trying to distract myself with chores. I don't know why I think that checking out my result a little bit late would make me into the dean list. Unfortunately, the luck wasn't on my side. However, I did improve compared to last semester. My grade did went up so, still there's tiny bit of happiness in me. I think thing that made me happy the most that day is how Ayah said congratulations despite not being in the dean list. He said about wanting to celebrate and I asked why? Since I didn't even made it into the dean list, so it doesn't make sense, right? To celebrate and all but he said that I maintained my grade and that's more than enough for him. Well, I guess as long as you're not mad than, I'm alright.

I guess I need to put up some more effort next semester. 

Other than that, there's nothing much. Oh, there's one. I recently started my Tiktok account. It's been a month, though since my last post but here's a shameless plug anyway.

@sbrpov

Lazy, productive Tuesday ##lifeisstillgoingon ##vlog ##tuesdayvlog

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There's some habit about myself that I just cannot avoid. I always have a sudden burst of energy to do something on certain period and kind of abandoned it afterwards. For example, Tiktok. I think it last for like a week. I'm not a person with many hobbies in the first place so I don't really know what to post anymore. Still, I enjoy it a lot. So, please look forward for more contents, just in case, you feel like following. 

I think because it's night, I'm lost as how to end this post. I feel so sleepy for some reason. Anyway, take care of yourself very well. Sanitize yourself regularly also, don't forget to wear your mask. Also, put your mental health on priority too. Seek for help, guidance, or anything necessary if you ever need it. 

Thank you for spending your time reading this!

Love,