Hello, everyone!
How's everyone doing? Today's weekend so, I bet everyone's having fun, right? I'm doing great. I spring cleaned my house today and feel a little bit tired but it's worth it. For me, nothing is more satisfying than having your home neat and tidy. Other than that, I did nothing much because I'm too tired to do anything. These past few weeks, I've been trying out a lot of Korean food recipe. However, I forgot to take a picture of it so, I'm kind of reluctant to share it on the blog but I swear to god all of them are so good! I'll make sure to share it if I take any pictures of it.
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| Photo by Insung Yoon from Unsplash |
For the past few weeks, I've been thinking about how I wasn't special. I often created scenario in the back of my head with question
| What's so special about you?
And each time I asked myself that, I answered it with:
| Nothing.
Because apparently, there's no talent within me. Maybe, because I've never try but as of now, there's nothing that I can say, with confidence:
| Yo, I'm pretty good at it
Actually, I've been thinking about giving up some of the hobbies that I've already tried because I realized that I'm not really good at it. I'm thinking that being normal is alright. I don't have to be good at anything. It's alright. But, I'm trying to be honest with myself. Is that what I really want? Being boring, seeing other people get what they want because they've more to offer than you. Are you willing to go through that?
Truth to be told, no. I don't want that.
I want to live doing many things in this world because I only live once. There are so many options of hobbies that I can choose so, why should I stop just because I'm not good in one of them. I want to keep trying. If I happened to not be good at it, please. Let me at least, enjoy them. I keep reminding myself that my first time doesn't have to be perfect because I'm a learner. Learner doesn't have to be perfect.
Therefore, I don't want to be normal.
Love,
